I love him.

Becus of my wanting to get closer and nearer to him,
My bf hates me already.
He even talked to him abt this!
OMG.
Luckily, we went out but dun feel like avoiding each other.
We still hit here and there, bite each other, pinch each other.
But i wonder if he noes anything about me liking him?
Anw i must really say, i really love him a lot.
I hope he finds a really nice gf in future.
Even thou i always hope that i wld b his one, but it will nvr happen.
=(

I felt really really sweet when he held my hands, wanting to let me avoid the cyclist.
I felt really really sweet when he called me, "my gal", even thou it doesn't really mean that way.
How i wished everything was real. What i want wld come true.
=(