I love him.

i reallly love this guy.
But he is not mine! =(











This is the 2nd yr i've been in love w him.
Head over heels.
I've nv had such feeling w gz.
=(

I love him.

Becus of my wanting to get closer and nearer to him,
My bf hates me already.
He even talked to him abt this!
OMG.
Luckily, we went out but dun feel like avoiding each other.
We still hit here and there, bite each other, pinch each other.
But i wonder if he noes anything about me liking him?
Anw i must really say, i really love him a lot.
I hope he finds a really nice gf in future.
Even thou i always hope that i wld b his one, but it will nvr happen.
=(

I felt really really sweet when he held my hands, wanting to let me avoid the cyclist.
I felt really really sweet when he called me, "my gal", even thou it doesn't really mean that way.
How i wished everything was real. What i want wld come true.
=(

How?

Sighs, this is the time i hope that he has to work on PH.
How?
I really really love B.
But i m loved by G.
HOW?
=(

I love B!

I love that he waits for me after work.=)
I love that he eats dinner w me=)
I love that he accs me=)
I love that he talks to me and listens to me=)
I love that he walks me home=)

I simply love everything abt him=)

I m thinking to myself, why i dun have the same feeling as when i m w my bf?
=(

I only can speak to this blog, as to how much i really love him.
I cant imagine one day, he has a gf.
HOW?
=(

Hates this feeling!

One side of me hopes that you will find ur love one soon, but the other side hopes u'll stay single as long as possible, so i can play w u like mad friends.

This is getting worst.
My mind/heart is filled w u, not my bf.
DIE la.

Somebody , pull me back! =(

Tmr's diet: No breakfast. Light lunch, light dinner, green tea x4 cups.
Night: Study math! Exams are coming very very soon! =(
Where shld i study? I really hope he comes and acc me !!
I think i will head to changi airport! Starbucks? Maybe? Or mac!
I need a place which has ppl to motivate me frm studying not sleeping! Sunday? I hope I will run or maybe play bowling? It's been long since i bowled!
But i think i shld study too! Study in noon!

Maybe i shld just study myself.
I shld't bother him so much...
=(


I wanna go dream of him alr. Since in reality nth like what i think will happen/ come true.
Nights, world.

I wanna be more than frens, but it is impossible.

I feel so happy just to see him.
The him not him.
I always feel diff w him.
The dinner and ice cream session was filled w happiness & fun & joy.
I think most bffs will feel the same right?
Idk, really dunno.
I just wanna meet him everyday!
I feel damn happy that he walks me home after meeting me, and sends me up to my doorstep.
He doesn't do that in the past.
I m really god-damn happy!
I feel like a little girl w him.
Sadly, we wun hav a ending.
Cus friends are forever.
A double meaning to that. =(