He held my hands on 30/06/2010.

I love him!
Can't wait for Friday when he bked out!
MAJOR LOVES.

We UNOFFICIALLY confessed on 28.6.2010=)

Zomg, i really am sooo damn high and happy right now.
Like my dreams come true?
Like the guy i'd always wanted is mine? HAHAHA=p
I hope one day when he sees this blog, he won't puke?
haha=p

I LOVE HIM!
Now i can say it out loud (only to him la).
Low profile low profile.

Please let me see results soon!
My target is to be OFFICIALLY with him in Dec.
Though i am already un-OFFICIALLY his alr.
HAHA.

Okay, where shall we go this Fri? I jus wanna be w him! =)
My long list of wants-to-do w him:
Actually, i wanna go genting w him agn!
Also, travel to smwhere further!
And, have a night's stay at Scarlet Hotel which i think is damn nice.
Go cycling and walk along the beach.
Go take the Flyer w him.
Do many things la! HAHA.
=pp

I'm thinking of what to do on his next yr's bday alr..
I wanna open a chalet for him!
=) Tt's his wish.
Den i will privately celebrate w him also!
Was thinking of a trip! HAHA.
OKKKK.
CAN'T FREAKING WAIT lah.
=p

Working towards being with u!

I'm so reassured now.
=)
With your constant saying that you like me.
Omg.
Anyway, though i'm having mixed feelings,
I believe one day, you will fulfill your promises.

When can i proceed to my first step?

I wanna hug u so badly,
=p

Nvm, i shall wait.
Worth the wait!

Okay, now is the first step.
How to tell GZ?
How?
It's like easier said den done.
Omg,
I don't wanna screw things up.

=(

I can't say this to u now,
so i needa talk to my blog.
I love u, B! =)

I need help?

Thx for telling me how u feel abt me.
Thou i really didn't have the confidence that ur ans wld be positive,
but i just told u liddat.
I still dunno wad happened to me.

When u tried to hold my hands,
as much as i wanted to hold ur hands so firmly and not let go,
i just can't bring myself to do it.
Because I really dunno, i really dunno who i am to u.
You said you've raised ur hands,
and i've raised mine,
but boy, i am waiting for u to clap it.
I've been waiting for so long.
=(

Okay,
One step at a time.
Now, how to break news or what?
HELP!

I really love uuu!=)

Zomg, where the hell did i pluck up the courage to tell you so many things?
Omg, what is happening to me?
I know i wanted you that much,
okay so so so much,
but i didn't know what happened to me!

Omgomg.

Loving B

Heh, i'm really missing you. Where are you?
I really dunno if i shld stop msging you.
But i really can't help it.
I shld just try for one day, just one day of not msging you.
I wld most prob die la.
HAIS.
Freaking miss you so much, i freaking wanna see you.
I hope time will past more quickly den i can run w u at night later.
HAIS.
I just can't help,
but falling in love w u.
=(

I love u.

You have no idea how much I want u.
Omg, I love u so much. U have no idea.
I just hope u're happy.
Happy happy happy.
Seeing u happy makes me feel happy.